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[acresofhope]

So I didn't find anything good job wise in the paper today, which means I'm going God knows where tomorrow. My fear is that I'll have to work in a restaurant. Not that I think restaurant work is low, I'm just going to try to lose some weight and I don't think it'd help. I want to work in a book store. I think I'll check the grocery stores after that. It'd be nice to work at Ingles, considering I'd get a discount or something. They carry my choice brand of tea, and I think are the only non-health food store around here that does. After that, maybe I'll apply to Wal-Mart or Target. If I can't get a job any of those places, I'll go for the restaurant work, no matter how much I don't want to. Got to start somewhere. If I go six months and hate it, I'll apply someplace else, because then I'll have job experience and will be more likely to be hired.

I don't know what else to say. What is there to say? How do you forgive yourself and let something go without feeling insensitive to the people you hurt? Is this just another trap? I feel like I don't know anything anymore.

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[terra-fanatic.livejournal.com]

Good luck with the job hunting, I'm still praying for you. You'll find one you like, I just know it.

Truth is, letting go is hard, real hard, and I don't thing there's any certain answer to your questions, at least not one I can give. You'll figure it out.