acresofhope

MY SIS WILL BE HOME IN A COUPLE OF DAYS!

I also made a playlist for myself on playlist.com. I call it my "IT'S ON!" list. All of them are by Superchick, and they all pump me up and make me actually want to do something with my life. Like try to conquer my fears and live and have hope and faith that I can accomplish something if I just keep trying. Posting it for you guys. rjchasez, I DEMAND YOU LISTEN, JERK!

( IT'S ON! )

I meant to go out today, but I didn't. I think I've developed some kind of phobia, though I'm not sure what it is. Fear of leaving the house? That can't be it, because I go grocery shopping every week. Maybe it's a fear of the unknown. Whatever it is...I suck.

Today I had a food free-for-all. No logging anything. I ate a Hot Pocket and a corn dog today, with ketchup and mustard. Only thing is now I feel a little bloated. No, I don't think I overdid it on the calories considering I've had the bare minimum the past few days (and without being hungry too), but I still feel like crap. Still, I think if I didn't let go and have the good stuff every once in a while I'd cave and really overdo it.