Did I mention 13 is my lucky number?

I've always called thirteen my lucky number as a joke, just because of superstition. I said in the first few hours of Friday the thirteenth that it would be a good day. And it was for the most part.

So many people are so much luckier than I am, but I live in paradise compared to some others. I really lose sight of that sometimes.

I made my mom some hot tea, because she has totally lost her voice. There are few if any more fulfilling things than service...even if she went to sleep instead of drinking it. I really don't think she likes hot tea, especially if it lacks sugar. But it was nice doing something for her.

The thing that made my day, though? Chatting with my ever faithful friend and sister in Christ, Tina (terra_fanatic). It was great, since we haven't really gotten a chance to talk in the last few days, just leave comments on each other's LJs. Seriously, girl, you're uber fabulous, and so are your folks.

And now...I will go do...who knows what. I haven't decided yet.

crash world

From what I can tell, they've removed me completely from their lives now. It hurts, and that's the honest truth. But I am respecting their wishes and letting them go, at least at the surface. I removed them from my friends list here, though not the messengers. It wouldn't really matter. They've blocked me anyway.

Do I still love them? Absolutely. Do I hold this against them? No, and I fight against the bitterness that could so easily take hold of me. I could use prayer in that regard.

*sigh*

Everything will be okay.