Apr. 22nd, 2008
Star Wars Episode I was on TV recently. Actually, I think it's been playing a lot lately. Anyway, Yoda always has a way of stepping on my toes. The next best thing to the Bible he is.
I'm afraid of most everything, and lately, afraid of church. I don't know what it is. I used to love it. What made me so afraid? I don't want the anger part to come, and if hate ever comes into the equation? Then I'm totally going to Hell.
Dear Jesus, help me release this fear before it snowballs into something neither of us want.
Fear is the path to the dark side. Fear leads to anger. Anger leads to hate. Hate leads to suffering.
I'm afraid of most everything, and lately, afraid of church. I don't know what it is. I used to love it. What made me so afraid? I don't want the anger part to come, and if hate ever comes into the equation? Then I'm totally going to Hell.
Dear Jesus, help me release this fear before it snowballs into something neither of us want.