Thanksgiving traditions

Yesterday I watched The Passion...alone. I think I needed to. I keep asking God to change me, because honestly, in this place in time, I feel like I haven't changed all that much from who I used to be. Maybe this is a spiritual "wall", like runners hit on the last half of a long race. There was a time when I was doing pretty great, better than I am now even, then something happened. What was it? I wish I could pinpoint it, then maybe I could deal with what's really going on.

I'm sure most of you don't know what I mean in the specifics, but I think all Christians on my list can identify generally.

Anyway...I don't have anything else to say right now.