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Oct. 10th, 2009 04:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Dear body,
Stop hating me. I don't have the money to treat you better, but if you'd like me to, you have to cooperate with me first!
Sincerely,
Me
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Anyway, I'm not feeling so good right now. No, I'm not sick, it's just I have to push myself to even get out of bed. I've been feeling really tired and sort of down the past few days. I don't like it. I'm sick of this.
So, yes. Fighting against myself, it seems. I've at least managed going out in public this month so that's good. Going to try again sometime this week. I want to go bit by bit until I get comfortable with it, then maybe take the next step and start attending church again. I'd like to be going at least one Sunday or Wednesday a month by December.
Leave encouragement. God knows I need it.
Stop hating me. I don't have the money to treat you better, but if you'd like me to, you have to cooperate with me first!
Sincerely,
Me
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Anyway, I'm not feeling so good right now. No, I'm not sick, it's just I have to push myself to even get out of bed. I've been feeling really tired and sort of down the past few days. I don't like it. I'm sick of this.
So, yes. Fighting against myself, it seems. I've at least managed going out in public this month so that's good. Going to try again sometime this week. I want to go bit by bit until I get comfortable with it, then maybe take the next step and start attending church again. I'd like to be going at least one Sunday or Wednesday a month by December.
Leave encouragement. God knows I need it.
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Date: 2009-10-10 10:51 pm (UTC)Don't give up.
If you keep doing the right thing it gets easier.
It's only when you stop, that it gets harder to do (I know from experience.)
Best Wishes.
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Date: 2009-10-10 11:35 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-10-10 11:21 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-10-10 11:40 pm (UTC)You're not playing over at
Edit: OH! You are! I thought that was you. I should read my friends list before asking stupid questions. I'm slowly working on an application there. For who, exactly, I won't say publicly, but you can send me a message if you like?
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Date: 2009-10-11 05:05 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-10-12 03:37 am (UTC)